Posts tagged UGH.

In your anger and your despair and your glorious, glorious youth
do not discount the idea of soul mates.

Discount the idea of a singular soulmate.

You still have way too much to learn
to be taught by one person. It’s going to take a lot of time.
It’s going to take a lot of long nights
and willing mouths.

And you might
curse the one who teaches you what it feels like
to cry at the bottom of the shower in the middle of the night
but it is important to learn how to get back up on your own feet
and let the wolf in your throat howl at the moon
once in a while.

Spit out the name of the one who teaches you how to let go.

Keep every love note from the one who shows you
how to want yourself only when he stops calling you.
Use them like blueprints when you forget
what it sounds like to ache.

They’re not all gonna be bad. Some of them burn.
Some of them feel like sinking into the heavy belly of the sun
and sure, sure. You never come away from something like that
without a few burn marks

but I promise it’s worth the warmth.

Remember, every time you think you’ve found “the one”,
there’s probably going to be just one more.

And you’re still gonna love every single damn one of them
like they were the most important sucker on the planet.
In this life, you’re going to love like pulling teeth,
(one after another)
and that’s okay.

I promise it’s all right.

"RE: I Thought I Found ‘The One’", Trista Mateer (via tristamateer)

(via booonanzajellybean)

time casts a spell on you, but you won’t forget me

i know i could’ve loved you, but you would not let me

i’ll follow you down till the sound of my voice will haunt you

you will never get away from the sound of the woman who loves you